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From the top of my page, thank you!
- the holidays came and went
- david's birthday
- school started
- valentines
- spring break
- now
The fact of the matter is I got bored and didn't want to write anything. Nothing came to mind that interested me enough to log in and write. Pathetic, right? Oh well. I don't really care. But here we are now and I'm obviously here for a reason, not just to tell you that I haven't cared for the last 3 months.
I have started school and it is very excited. It is a huge change from the Art Institute to a University. I often times feel like I don't fit in, until I ask myself "what's fitting in anyways?" Then of course I also remember that I've never fit in and it's never (but always) bothered me before. I am making new friends, which is good, but I am still finding myself getting weird about actually hanging out with new people. I give it a try and end up wanting to escape right away. Is this normal? I get annoyed with people easily, mainly because most of them are idiots. I'm not one to say that I am smarter and greater than everyone, by no means am I. There are just a shit ton of people in the world who lack a huge chunk of common sense and are plain ignorant. That's really all I have to say about school and idiots. I think the two go well together.
Spring time. Aaahhhh, the lovely spring time. :) I absolutely love this time of year. I fucking hate the cold and winter time. I'm done with all of it. Next year you will find me (or not, so to speak) MIA from october-february. Done. It's final. No changing my mind, except for that evil little thing called money... damn you! But seriously, I'm done. I hate this stupid fucking christmas bull shit. I hate the stupid fucking cold weather. I hate having to see family just for them to get mad at me. I hate feeling like I owe everyone the favor of me coming over. I hate it all. Spending the money on gifts to "celebrate" a day that's been made up for some guy that doesn't even exist. It's bull shit. And why do I HAVE to decorate in order to "celebrate"? Why do I HAVE to spend $200 in decorations in addition to the only $200 I have for gifts that has to spread amongst 10 people? It's all bullshit and I'm not doing it next year. I suffer financially all year round and this year I'm simply not doing it. I cannot afford mentally and financially your commercial-competing-bank breaking-family ruining-misery creating-fake fucking holiday america and I refuse to give into it again, ever. Goodbye, see ya never!
With that said, money sucks. I can never manage it well. That's probably been the only constant in my life, not being able to manage money. At least I have a constant....
New Things:
- I'm in love with screen printing and I plan to do a lot with it
- I'm crocheting again, and this means new things that will possibly bring in money
- I got 2 new swimsuits :)
- I have a 5 year plan now :) (very very very good)
- I have a new acquired taste for rock' n' roll that was there in the beginning, but now has flavor and insight.
Old Things:
- I will be posting pics of David's b-day, valentines day, and other new stuff that hasn't been up yet
- I am getting together a new little business that I will share about later
- I still am madly in love with summer time, sunshine, having drinks ( a.k.a. getting drunk) at 3 pm on any patio anywhere, and anything to do with outdoors and water
a great video to check out:
http://www.ted.com/talks/srikumar_rao_plug_into_your_hard_wired_happiness.html
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